Hye Again..

It's good to be back on track again as i've been ignoring my blog for the past 2 months ..i guess. I came back with a new experience...im pregnantttt...hehehe..Alhamdulillah syukur.
Still in 1st trimester n going to b in 2nd trimester in 2 weeks time..cant wait to see the baby growing inside my tummy during the next check-up. So far my baby bump is not that obvious but my colleagues do say that they have started seeing the different now.
As for me, i dont really experience any bad morning sickness but i got eczema(skin prob) due to hormonal changes. im quite worried as i dont want my child to inherit the skin prob. According to my dermathologist, this eczema will heal when the baby is born n the chances for the baby to get it is quite low..ku bertawakal dan berserah pada yg Esa.
Another thing is about my low-lying placenta. i didnt know that it is something that need an extra attention until i told my colleagues n my mum in law. They told me not to do heavy work, less walking, less standing for a long time n bla bla bla...becoz it can be dangerous if it starts to bleed..wah it makes me so worried. But my hubby has been very supportive in helping me to face this situation.
Then i started to look for articles from the web. i was quite relieve after reading the explanation from the expertise. it says " it's normal to have a low-lying placenta until the 24 or 26 weeks of pregnancy. In normal cases, as the baby grow, the placenta will automatically be at its normal spot. Only 5% or 1 in every 200 mother-to-be will have the placenta at the same low spot. At this stage, which is in 3rd trimester, the mother must be monitored by the doctor which require her to be admitted to the hospital 2-3 months earlier and no chance to have a normal delivery...ouchhh.
My parents in law has arraged a solat hajat bout 2 weeks ago praying for everything will be ok..usaha dan tawakal. 1st week of november will be my next check-up n i cant wait to know the progress..Till then..

My Pregnancy

Hye there...

on the 29th May 2009 approx. at 8.30pm i became Mrs Zairin Shah with only sekali lafaz..alhamdulillah..syukur ke hadrat Ilahi.
My feelings? undescribable...Pae was beside me n i squeezed her hand as i couldnt control my nervous feeling at that time.


dh 2 minggu i bergelar isteri kpd Zairin Shah...ekekekek...
alhamdulillah...the wedding went on as planned eventho there was few unexpected things had happened...biasala tuh..small matter.


bytheway,there was a lot of guests attended our reception n the day b4 too.mula2 i takut gak kalo tetibe ramai yg x dpt dtg..yela kan sbb wedding nih time cuti sekolah.kalo time nih berduyun-duyun org kahwin..kadang2 tuh hr sab2 n ahad xyah masak pun xper.
we really enjoyed the day of being the 'Raja Sehari' n later in the evening we unwrappd all the presents with the help of my nephews n nieces..seronok dorg.

but the next day we got bullied by my family members to do all the cleaning n we were extremely exhausted. no wonder it was called 'Raja Sehari' coz we were only treated like the King n the Queen for only a day.

after all the cleaning,which end up around ermmm 11pm, we straight away shoot to Puchong(my in law's crib). when we arrived everyone has gone to bed. i started packing the luggage coz the next morning we are leaving for Australia(GC n Bris) for our honeymoon...hhehee...yeaaa honeymoon.i'll tell bout our honeymoon in my next blog 2gether with the photos k.

well as for now,im still enjoying my marriage leave n will be back to office on the 15th June after almost 3 weeks of leave..huhuhu...i hope there'll be no workloads waiting for me.

7 Days to go......

my time is so packed with so many things to be done...very tiring but its a gud experience.
let's go thru my checklist:

1. andaman package ~ done(except for baju nikah)

2. videographer & photographer ~ done, to be followed up this weekend

3. canopy ~ done (YC Modular Tent ler)

4. foods ~ done

5. guests invitation -relatives ~done

-frens ~done but i believe i've missed out quite a number of my frens.

6.hantaran ~ done (except for his belt)

7. bedroom set ~ done (except for the bedsheet)

8.dikir (performers) ~ done

9.flower girls & boys ~ done...my nieces & nephews

10.bridesmaid ~ done

11.souveniers ~ done (except for maintable)

12. 3 tier cake ~ done

13.honeymoon activities & bookings ~ done (thnx a lot to my darling..muahsmuahs)

14. all da 'remeh-temehs' ~ still in progress n it will not complete till the time comes

listed are juz part of things that all of us have prepared since Oct 08. there are a lot more.....

so to those who is getting married soon, lets say da most is 6 months from now, start ur work now. find the best for ur big day(once in the lifetime k)....so that u wont regret...till then

Soon-to-be Mrs Zairin Shah...

In less than a month....approximately 27 days from today.the time actually passed by like thunder..(thunder,thunder cat).
And right now im having this one kind of mixed up feeling which i myself couldn't figure out and i guess no one could eva help me, even my darling...arghhhh. (sabar azilawati..ingat Allah S.W.T byk2).
Yup Zairin Shah is the one for me. we were choosen to be together..till death do us part..wahwah.

1.On 26 Aug 07,we were introduced by Pae,she arranged a meeting without me knowing it.but lucky he knows how to tackled the situation and he actually managed to impressed me.

2. 2 months later, on 31 oct 2007 he proposed me to be his official gf. he brought me sumwhere for dinner so that he could propose me in a romantic way(he was actually trying his best to be a romantic man) but the process actually end up in front of my house...hahaha.

3. 4 months later, we were engaged.the decision was made within 2 weeks. a simple preparation was made and that was y i couldn't invite many of my frenz..sorry ya.

4. and now, counting the days to officially be Mrs Zairin Shah....yeehaaaa.....

Memoirs in Matriculation

My soon-to-be-brother in law a.k.a Firman Shah, has got a place in Matriculation College in Perak. Actually i was really hoping that he got a place in Malacca coz i was an ex-student in MMC(Malacca Matriculation College) Jul '99 ~ 1st batch ~ 'sains hayat'. Wow 10 years has passed since then

When i 1st went there, i wasn't that happy coz of the curfews & strict rules & reg. that they have for the students..(jd cm bdk nerd & skema g2).. on top of e'thing, have to manage myself by my own.i never go to boarding school before maaa so no experience on that.

But i have lost contact with many of them & not-so-keep in touch with few of them. My 1st semester roommate was Azrin,Suzilawati & Najmi. 2nd semester was Che Sab,Azza & Mar'ah & few frens that i still remember(yani, abby,farah,linie,kay,su,wana,alin).
My advice to Firman, mix around with everybody coz during my time there was a gap between science students & acctg students. Science students has been marked as 'sombong'.
Anyway all the best & study smart ~ dont let go the golden opportunity in pursuing ur studies.
Till then...

cik gigi...cik gigi...

The most annoying radio adv eva..cik gigi...cik gigi...and then repeat again cik gigi..cik gigi..to the creator of the iklan, if u eva read this, i juz want u to know that i (in fact i believed all of us on this planet plus the other planets too) felt irritated by the iklan...ewwww.

Actually i wanna talk bout my swollened gum that i had for the past 3 days n i tot it would be ok by today but unfortunately it did not(even worst) so i've decided to leave the office early to see the dentist. Nutting serious, maybe there was juz a cut earlier due to tulang ikan ker tulang ayam ker or ape2 je la. That was y it was so painful but it should be ok if i take the antibiotic as recommended.

Since the consultation was so short,so i've decided to do scaling (1st step nak bersihkan gigi sblm kawen nh). While the dentist was doing it, he sempat lg comment on my tooth.

dentist: "gigi kamu ni bersimpang-siur la."
me : ..giggled jer la...(dlm hati: hampeh tol doc ni)
dentist: "satu ni ke depan,pas2 ke blkg plak,pas2 yg ni ke depan lg.
me : " style skit doc. manis kte org"...huahuahua.
dentist: "kamu cubalah pakai braces"..
me : " oh nk promote rupenye"....tp ckp dlm hati jela.

But the dentist's intention was for my own good but what to do...'no budget'
...till then....

Boleh blaa....

I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about. U wanna know wut is it...it is how to face someone who is so 'gila kuasa', outspoken, immature and get too big for one's boots. My way to handle this is just be myself and 'who cares' (boleh bla la n malas nak layan). I'm sick n tired of this kind of person.
Anyone who has any better way to handle this?

Challenges in Life....

I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about.

Argghhhh....

I still cant share the story of my wedding prep coz at the moment i need to concerntrate on my p/time studies which i have abandoned it for quite some time...huhuhu...now i have plenty of things to catch up....arghhhh...(apela i ni,sll cmne)...alwiz like to wait till last minute....
Hmmmm...when i first started my 1st semester, i had difficulties to adapt to the new environment. Few things to do at the same time... 1) wedding prep 2) work ~ working in a MNC is like working in a '____' 3) study. I felt like there was a huge burden on my shoulder and i almost fell. there's only 4 times meeting with the lecturer for the whole semester, 2 hrs/meeting. The rest is on my own...that's where my mental and physical need to work 'overtime' so that i'll have the innitiative to do revision all by myself ~ group discussion, web forum etc (which actually i seldom do huahuahua..wut a bad example). Maybe for others it might sounds as simple as ABC but not for myself coz im not a type of person who can pass with flying colors without having to struggle (i fall in a less-fortunate category in this case).
But i said to myself..WAKEEE UPPPP azila.. if others can do it y cant u,anyway its for my own sake n fortunately i got supported by luvly ppl(x ramai pun) around me (tq all). Pls do not stop encouraging me coz i believe i'll face a more challenging time in the future......till then...

At last.....

Wowww..at last i managed to set up my own blog. It wasn't that i don't know about the existence but there was some kind of feeling that stopped me of doin so. when my frenz invited me to set up my own blog, i gave them 1001 excuses....a common excuse~ becoz i was still using dial-up at that time(hahaha malu i nak mengaku) n u know how slow it is(even snail can move faster than that) n it wasn't becoz that im anti-latest technology. It was juz that i don't surf much internet at home so y waste my money paying the monthly fees ~ n there's no much left from my monthly earning after i have deducted the expenses.
But everything changed when i started my p/time study..e-pjj(elektronik pendidikan jarak jauh).
hidup mati ngan w/site die aje. i got fed up with the dial-up but still using it during the 1st semester until bout a month ago (now in 2nd semester) when my level of 'fed up' has gone to the max point...hehehe....i mengadu ngan my darling(sblm ni jual mahal ble die dh offer dlu) n in a split second i got my streamyx(with the help from Nabil too..ble lg nk pergunekan die kn).
The main reason y i 'at last managed to set up my own blog' is becoz i wanted to share my wedding prep n all my 'mixed up' feelings with everyone out there. ...till then...