I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about. U wanna know wut is it...it is how to face someone who is so 'gila kuasa', outspoken, immature and get too big for one's boots. My way to handle this is just be myself and 'who cares' (boleh bla la n malas nak layan). I'm sick n tired of this kind of person.
Anyone who has any better way to handle this?
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Challenges in Life....
I'm so tired today...it's actually mentally exhausted. but there's sumthing dat i really need to xpress here..only in this blog. nobody could ever be a gud listener to me as this blog does now (skrg ni jer, coz usually i have my darling but at the time this blog is written, he's a lil' bit bz with his work).
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about.
Talking bout life..to me life is full will colors and it depends on us whether to fill it with bright colors(happiness,honesty,loving etc) or dull colors(misery,envy etc). i learned sumthing today n it had tought me wut life is all about.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Argghhhh....
I still cant share the story of my wedding prep coz at the moment i need to concerntrate on my p/time studies which i have abandoned it for quite some time...huhuhu...now i have plenty of things to catch up....arghhhh...(apela i ni,sll cmne)...alwiz like to wait till last minute....
Hmmmm...when i first started my 1st semester, i had difficulties to adapt to the new environment. Few things to do at the same time... 1) wedding prep 2) work ~ working in a MNC is like working in a '____' 3) study. I felt like there was a huge burden on my shoulder and i almost fell. there's only 4 times meeting with the lecturer for the whole semester, 2 hrs/meeting. The rest is on my own...that's where my mental and physical need to work 'overtime' so that i'll have the innitiative to do revision all by myself ~ group discussion, web forum etc (which actually i seldom do huahuahua..wut a bad example). Maybe for others it might sounds as simple as ABC but not for myself coz im not a type of person who can pass with flying colors without having to struggle (i fall in a less-fortunate category in this case).
But i said to myself..WAKEEE UPPPP azila.. if others can do it y cant u,anyway its for my own sake n fortunately i got supported by luvly ppl(x ramai pun) around me (tq all). Pls do not stop encouraging me coz i believe i'll face a more challenging time in the future......till then...
Hmmmm...when i first started my 1st semester, i had difficulties to adapt to the new environment. Few things to do at the same time... 1) wedding prep 2) work ~ working in a MNC is like working in a '____' 3) study. I felt like there was a huge burden on my shoulder and i almost fell. there's only 4 times meeting with the lecturer for the whole semester, 2 hrs/meeting. The rest is on my own...that's where my mental and physical need to work 'overtime' so that i'll have the innitiative to do revision all by myself ~ group discussion, web forum etc (which actually i seldom do huahuahua..wut a bad example). Maybe for others it might sounds as simple as ABC but not for myself coz im not a type of person who can pass with flying colors without having to struggle (i fall in a less-fortunate category in this case).
But i said to myself..WAKEEE UPPPP azila.. if others can do it y cant u,anyway its for my own sake n fortunately i got supported by luvly ppl(x ramai pun) around me (tq all). Pls do not stop encouraging me coz i believe i'll face a more challenging time in the future......till then...
Monday, March 16, 2009
At last.....
Wowww..at last i managed to set up my own blog. It wasn't that i don't know about the existence but there was some kind of feeling that stopped me of doin so. when my frenz invited me to set up my own blog, i gave them 1001 excuses....a common excuse~ becoz i was still using dial-up at that time(hahaha malu i nak mengaku) n u know how slow it is(even snail can move faster than that) n it wasn't becoz that im anti-latest technology. It was juz that i don't surf much internet at home so y waste my money paying the monthly fees ~ n there's no much left from my monthly earning after i have deducted the expenses.
But everything changed when i started my p/time study..e-pjj(elektronik pendidikan jarak jauh).
hidup mati ngan w/site die aje. i got fed up with the dial-up but still using it during the 1st semester until bout a month ago (now in 2nd semester) when my level of 'fed up' has gone to the max point...hehehe....i mengadu ngan my darling(sblm ni jual mahal ble die dh offer dlu) n in a split second i got my streamyx(with the help from Nabil too..ble lg nk pergunekan die kn).
The main reason y i 'at last managed to set up my own blog' is becoz i wanted to share my wedding prep n all my 'mixed up' feelings with everyone out there. ...till then...
But everything changed when i started my p/time study..e-pjj(elektronik pendidikan jarak jauh).
hidup mati ngan w/site die aje. i got fed up with the dial-up but still using it during the 1st semester until bout a month ago (now in 2nd semester) when my level of 'fed up' has gone to the max point...hehehe....i mengadu ngan my darling(sblm ni jual mahal ble die dh offer dlu) n in a split second i got my streamyx(with the help from Nabil too..ble lg nk pergunekan die kn).
The main reason y i 'at last managed to set up my own blog' is becoz i wanted to share my wedding prep n all my 'mixed up' feelings with everyone out there. ...till then...
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